Archive for October, 2011


Rough night, rough season. If you read my previous post, I am sorry. All of it is true, but who wants to read depressing stuff? Who wants to know the truth? It’s not good for business.

That’s probably my hardest thing…always being “on”. Always ready with a smile, but inside I am screaming, “I am drowning.”

Wallowing in the mud gets us nowhere though. Worry, anger result in nothing. There is no fruit in it.

God says to “consider it pure joy when you face trials of many kinds”. I am trying my best to do that. I am trying to choose joy, not because I am hiding, but because it doesn’t do anyone any good for me to be angry and upset. I can’t walk away. I can’t quit. That is just the truth of it. So I better make the most of it.

I am choosing to do the best job I can. I am choosing to enjoy the few precious moments I get with my son everyday. I am choosing to take it one moment at a time. I am choosing to rely on God. Is there any other way?

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